so much death

i'm useless to my best friend because i'm stupid

also

i went to the emma party and when my keystone left the water came gushing out and i cried and everyone watched and it wasn't even my own party. i'm such a noob, emma.

then they went to sing rocky horror picture show and showtunes

i don't sing, and i don't know any of that stuff

the rain felt glorious. it felt like a big hug. i felt one with the storminess of it all, she and i were one once again
i hope she rains more, it's so glorious